Each of us has found our wounds and pains in this process. Many unpleasant things floated to the surface and also tears - soul cleaners participated. But what was deeply beautiful about it? That we could allow ourselves to talk about it and thereby give ourselves permission that it is time for these things to heal and heal. Here we were guided so gently, compassionately and understandingly by Nina and Nives, who also organized this event. Both of them have such a treasure trove of knowledge, experience and talents that with their support it is much more pleasant to go through some uncomfortable process of personal growth.
This weekend took place between November 21 and 23, 2025, and I am only now writing my impressions. Now that moment has come. In all this intervening time, so much was happening within my physical and emotional body that I could not draw a clear path of words about it. Personally, I received a lot of "instructions" from my inner leadership. First of all, yes, if I want to be a true reflection of Love, I must allow it. How? First of all, simply with kindness (to yourself). Where I didn't think it was important and I neglected it. For example, rest, kind words to yourself, respect for yourself by setting boundaries for yourself (not others) and transforming hidden painful memories from the past. In addition, the awareness that when I am in contact with myself, I also trust Life and then easily create everything that comes from me as pure Light.
I mentioned rest - he showed me he was serious. Everything that my soul judged to be too much for me at that time simply did not happen. The first few days I was agitated, worried and uneasy. Then I saw what was happening and let go. This month I'm in such a slow rhythm that I haven't been in a long time. And it's okay. I accepted this gift of stillness as a gathering of strength and inner preparation for all that is to come, so that I can shine without doubting myself. During this time, some such heartwarming moments and gatherings happened that really enriched me and showed that this is the right path for me.
No, I'm not under the illusion of perfection right now. But I am in a state of better awareness and perception of what is happening to me and of recognizing what it is that I need myself so that I can also be a better support to others. For example, today is the first day of my period, I practically slept through the afternoon. When the two daughters got home, they petted me, gave me a kiss and retreated to the room and played. Since I didn't give off a bad conscience vibe because I was lying down, they took it in stride and gave me the space and peace I needed. These are little things that mean a lot to me. That's why I'm grateful for every small step that leads me to show myself and live who I am.
